Kinda in A Weird Place

There’s a special Hell… one Dante didn’t seem to find when he was cataloging Hells. It is the digging out of someone’s life and the red tape / paperwork involved in trying to pull together all of the loose threads they’ve left behind.

I’ve been trying to avoid the grief. Which is stupid because let’s face it, it’s water. Emotional water.

I do miss Jenn. I hate going through what she left behind. I’m sure everyone who is pitching in has to handle grief over and over again… and while we laugh, there is a bit of pain with each step.

So, here we are. I am glad I have the Five and everyone else around me. It’s just so fucking surreal and I keep waiting for someone to tell me they were wrong.

And I know that while she’s never coming home, she’s actually GONE home. To the stars and beyond.

6 thoughts on “Kinda in A Weird Place

  1. Becky

    Glad you have lots of love and support with you during this sad time. You know your fans are sending you lots of love too.

  2. Sadonna

    {hugs} It’s so hard. I hope you are also taking care of yourself and letting other help as much as they can as well. Thinking of you a and sending you lots of love xoxoxo <3

  3. Michele Hogarth

    So sorry to hear of the loss of your sister. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Take care.

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