Dirty Secret Sneak Peek [Caution: Smut Ahead]

The hardest thing about writing is not really knowing what is going to happen before you write it. Sure, I can plot the shit out of something but actually putting the words down? That’s like a roll of the dice. And admittedly, when you’re face first into the screen for hours on end, you start to lose focus of what you’re doing then all of a sudden, everyone’s naked and you’ve got to put out.

Sex scenes are kind of difficult. I think there has to be a good balance between emotional satisfaction and physical gratification. I’ve read a lot of books where it was pretty much Tab A goes in Slot B and squicka squicka squicka. Fluids all over the place and men shouting “Fuck me hard with your ivory shaft of hot love!”

I don’t think I’ve ever heard nor said that while having sex. Maybe it gets some people’s buttons. I dunno. It just seems kind of weird.

I’m going to share a bit of Cole and Jae that happens in the first third of the new book, Dirty Secret. It’s not a lot and honestly, I can’t share a lot more without spilling spoilers everywhere. Also, the book’s not been optioned yet so please keep in mind, this isn’t the final end all be all. It’s got to go through edits and such so consider this a beaten up final.

I’ll talk about Sinner’s Gin maybe tomorrow. :::laughs::: God that book’s kicking my not inconsiderable ass.

Dirty Secret Sneak Peek

The pizza ended up on the floor.

Or maybe the stairs. I had high hopes that it landed right side up on the side table in the foyer. With my luck, the box toppled over and hit the cat who now was plotting her revenge while covered with stringy cheese and spicy tomatoe sauce.

We’d made it as far as the front hall before Jae slid his hands up the back of my shirt. They were cold against my warm skin and I yelped, hunching my shoulders forward to get away. He retaliated by shoving his fingers down the front of my waistband and yanking me towards him.

Surprisingly, my open mouth made an easy target for his hot tongue.

Jae was a sleek, long pleasure under my hands. The buttons on his 501s popped free with a simple push and tug of my fingers and we both lost our shirts someplace on the stairs. I didn’t have to worry about shoes anymore. Having a Korean lover meant falling into the habit of leaving them by the front door. I was determined to some research to see if I could convince Jae his culture actually demanded all clothes be left at the door.

Then again, if that happened, I’d never leave the house.

Somehow we made it to the bedroom without falling down the stairs and breaking our necks. I shut the door, leaving the cat outside to either continue with her world domination or feast on upside down pizza until she puked.

Pushing Jae back onto the bed, I grabbed at the ankles of his jeans and tugged, yanking them off quickly. A few seconds later, I was staring down at one of the most beautiful men I’d ever seen sprawled out on my bed linens wearing nothing but a pair of black briefs and a wistful smile.

The briefs came off faster than the jeans did.

Agi.” He reached for me but I shook my head, pushing his hands away.

“No, let me look at you,” I murmured. “Let me…taste you.”

Jae’s pale skin shone under the soft light. He was a contrast of cream and pearl against the dark green sheets with splashes of darker rose on his chest, his nipples hardening as I watched. His slender cock glistened at its wet slit, already damp from need. I was torn between smearing his seed over the bulb and watching him writhe or licking him clean so I could have him in my mouth as I kissed his body.

I licked him.

And held an explosion of stars on my tongue.

I didn’t want to swallow. Ever. But I did, knowing there’d be more. If I had my way, I’d die with Jae’s taste in my mouth. It was scary, how fast I was falling…how quickly I’d fallen.

Fuck, it was going to hurt when I hit the ground. And fuck me if I didn’t care.

I started at his thighs, hooking my thumbs under his knees so I could pull his legs apart. He resisted, briefly, then let me in with as his shyness turning his face nearly as pink as his lips. There were times when he couldn’t watch me love him then there were moments when he was bold and needy. Tonight, he looked away, closing his eyes so his dark lashes shadowed his cheekbones.

I knew this side of Jae. Vulnerable, a little scared to trust and trembling under my questing mouth and fingers. Stroking his thighs as they parted, I laid a gentle kiss on the tender skin above both his knees. He squirmed and I nipped him, growling softly to keep him still.

Then he giggled.

It was definitely a giggle. Hardly a manly chuckle or a hearty guffaw. No, it was a bubbling pop of laughter he cut off by biting his lip and staring down at me with a barely repressed smirk. The honey gold his eyes flashed and Jae dropped his head back onto the pillows, his body shaking with mirth.

My tongue on his balls ended that quickly.

“Yeah, laugh while you can, monkey boy.” I played with them, rolling one to the side with the tip of my tongue. My hands remained on his thighs, stilling his quivering with a firm touch. I teased him, never touching his cock until I crawled up to his belly. Then I only brushed my fingertips along his shaft before grabbing at his hips. Biting at the skin around his belly button, I murmured, “Stay still, damn it.”

The rough and soft of a man’s body was an erotic thing. I loved the heady scent of Jae’s warm skin and the rasp of his sparse body hair on my hands and mouth. Plum-coloured nipples were a delectable treat, hardened to tight tips with a flick of my fingers. The muscles of his stomach jumped with every kiss I ghosted over his ribs and the dark hollow of navel was a thing of beauty, flat with a slight dip to it and a lip of skin begging to be gnawed on.

He was also slightly ticklish so my mouth on his belly button made him squirm, even more so when I cupped him and squeezed lightly. I nibbled, taking my time with the taste of him, fondling him slowly. His hands drifted down to my shoulders and I bit harder, loving the feel of his fingers digging into the meat of arms.

Agi…” He moaned, drawing out the word under it purred with a guttural growl. His teeth were making short work of his lower lip and his knees were spread apart, his hips undulating to meet my fingers around his shaft. “Now.

Some men enjoy teasing their lovers by drawing out foreplay and sensual torment. It was one way to go. Jae, however, was old enough to know when he wanted me deep inside of him. Since he also made most of my dinners and possessed sharp teeth he liked to bite with, I usually gave in.

Also, I’d be a fool not to want to be buried into my lover. The world tightened to a place where only he and I existed when I was inside of him, my arms wrapped around his body. There’s only so much stupid I’d admit to and teasing Jae when I could be loving him was a line I wasn’t going to cross.

14 thoughts on “Dirty Secret Sneak Peek [Caution: Smut Ahead]

    1. Snookies and thanks love. I currently have no idea what I’m writing at this point. I’ve reached the midpoint of WIP where you just wanna throw it against a wall and tell it to go sulk. :::laughs:::

  1. Patricia Grayson

    Yes, er, time for a shot of G Dragon and I’ll sleep like a baby tonight. Thanks very much, Rhys, for the glimpse of Cole and Jae. Such descriptive words.

  2. Nicole

    I’m really looking forward to reading this when it comes out. Can’t wait!

  3. Jess

    I love how the sex is not just hot hot hot it is also sensual. Thankyou so much for the excerpt 😀 I can almost hear the affection in the word Agi – once again, great writing 🙂

  4. Jessica

    Thank you for relieving our Cole and Jae withdraw symptoms! lol Sounds good. Can’t wait for the final version to be released. And good luck with the progress of your WIP. 🙂

    1. Heh.. .thank you. Ah, I’ll be chatting Sinner’s Gin up more once I finalize out the language and am done swearing at Miki and Kane.

    1. I was always really concerned about Tab A because it’s POINTED on one and then gets bigger. I don’t think B’s ready for that. :::nods:::

      :::snooks:::

  5. Treasure

    I’m new to the world of Cole of Jae, but I’m very much looking forward to the next book. I hope if Dreamspinner passes, it finds a home with another publisher. I also hope Jae and Cole get to do things like go on a date, and out in public date

    1. Hello and welcome!

      Ah, well here’s hoping DSP grabs them 😀 And yes, Jae and Cole test their relationship a bit here in Dirty Secret. As they go on, you’ll see them grow. :::Grins::: I hope Jae’s up for a public date one day soon.

      Thank you!

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